MOVE NERIE, MOVE

This is what I really feel right now..

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF..

I am tired of explaining.Tired of getting used to it. Tired of saying "And then what?"

I wanna tell everyone that my boyfriend and I broke up not because of money issue but because of differences. We decided to break up and I don't want to be precise with my reasons. Guys, I'm so freakin' tired and I wanna scream and ask why am I explaining this to each and everyone of you.

People. Every relationship has its own problem, some can move it over some cannot,we belong to the second one. I just want everyone to know that behind my ultimate loudness laughing during work hours is just my way of ignoring what happened. I was hurt, and my ex didn't even bother to ask to ask me how I am after the break up. 

I want everyone to know that it's not a money matter.

I loved James not because he is a damn lawyer.

That he owns his own Law firm and one of the top caliber Law offices in New York.

I don't care if he owns a skyscraper building in New York.

I don't care if he can buy me a fucking car and house here right away when I ask for it.

I don't care if he owns a million dollar lot.

I don't even care that he's a top lawyer in New York.

I don't even care about our age gap..

I never thought of it.. Even a single moment.

I was hurt.

I'm not looking back but still the short period that we were together, I learned that changes can snap your dream fairy tale.

Don't judge me.

You don't know the whole story, how we talked and how we ended up breaking each other's hearts. Don't push me to get mad. Don't force me to blurt out my bitterness.

I must get over.