MIDNIGHT BLUES PRESENTS: WISH NI SUPER NERIE

I call myself -- WISH GIRL. 
Kung ilalagay lahat ng wish ko mula nung bata ako? Siguro kahit isang libong pad ng yellow paper di kaya. 
Tataas ang kilay mo. Tatawa sa hinirit ko. Hindi ka man maniwala pero totoo talaga iyon. It's a maarteng term for AMBISYOSA. Kidding aside, YES. Para ngang I'm too ambitious, aren't I? 
(Syempre di mo alam.)

Ni minsan naman hindi ko inilagay sa isip ko ang LIBRE ANG MANGARAP tag na mula't sapul sinasaksak sa utak ng kahit sino sa atin, ano nga? That's when I tried to build my own dreams. Sobrang tayog. Higher than the skyscrapers in Makati. OA lang. 


I want to be a TENNIS PLAYER. Ay tama ka. I was inspired by this Wimbledon champion named Martin Hingis, back in? Ewan di ko na matandaan. Na pwede naman pala. I used to watch tennis matches everytime I get the chance. "Too stupid" susundan ng mga tawang pang-madyongera ng mga kaklase kong ang alam lang ata sa tennis ay ang hilatsa ng bola. (Sino ngayon mas stupid?)


I want a SOSYAL NA HAIRSTYLE. I even thought of bringing my flyaway chenes na suklay to maintain it. Well, another sign of stupidity. Walang magagawa. I grew simple with this not-so-pretty-but-smart look in the eyes, hindi din naman ako hambog eh no? :) So dinaan ko sa buhok, hoping as well, that that freakin' guy I like when I was 11 years would see me as a young lady. Pero.. Well (again) the ugly duckling was still the ugly duckling. (with the sosyal na flyaway look)


I want to be a SINGER. Unfortunately, isang malaking EPIC FAIL ang aking magiging career if I force myself to learn how to. Kundangan naman kasing nung nagsabog ng talent sa pagkanta, kakatulog ko lang. Nasambot lahat ni Charice Pempengco, Sarah Geronimo at Angeline Quinto. Forgive me with my examples, I'm just patronizing the local ones. Pero, it seems like singing is not my cup of tea and will never be PERIOD.


I want to be a DANCER. Sa lahat, eto ang kahit papaano ay natupad. Marunong ako, courtesy of my so-good-international-wannabe dancer na ate. Oh gee, I'm sorry for desscriptions ate. (By the way, I miss you, I'll see you soon.) Nakapagsayaw ako ng isang jazz song sa harap ng libo-libong estudaynte. Pero joke lang sa bilang kasi konti lang population namin. He-he. Though, I ended up weeping that day, not because we lost the contest (due to some of the pagkakalat ng isang member) but because everybody who knows me, especially classmates were laughing. Yun na ata yung pinakanakakainsultong nagawa sa akin. They laughed at me. Na alam ko din sa sarili ko na yun lang kasi yung talent ko.



I want to be a GAZILLIONAIRE GIRL. Iisipin mo siguro na abnormal ako dahil hindi mo na alam kung ilan ang zeros nun. Pero sa totoo lang, what brought me with that wish ay ang insecurities with such material things making me more stupid. I'm sorry for the damn self-esteem I got here. I really mean it. At itinatak ko sa isip ko na kapag nakatapos ako ng pag-aaral ay magpapayaman talaga ako. Tatalunin ko sina Christian Grey at Gideon Cross. And those freakin' gazillionaires are impossible, dahil fictional lang sila. I'm sorry, (drawn by the books HA-HA-HA) Uumpisahan ko na, wag ka mag-alala, 



I want to be a FILM DIRECTOR. Ladies and gentlemen, meet Nerie, the future director and will follow the footsteps of those film geniuses, Steven Spielberg, Peter Jackson, George Lucas and James Cameron. Ambitious! :) I've always wished for it. I thought kaya ko. Hindi din pati ng bulsa. Pass.


Akala mo kalokohan lang lahat ng ito? Well drop the crap, because you are absolutely mistaken. 


Lastly, I'll share to you my deepest secret wish. So hindi na sya secret. :)
I want to be a PRINCESS. Hindi literal pero yung happy ending. I was 17 years old when I thought of it. 
Blinded by love, I really thought it would come true. He came into my life. Casted a spell of love. I fell. Deep. And everything seems so perfect. Dun nabuo ang happy ending ko dapat na walang castle, crown or septer. It is just a young love story. 


It remained untouched for quite long years.
Greatful. Smitten. I'm still inlove.
Pero kahit gaano pala kaperfect ang inaakala mong punyetang love story mo, sometimes, it will all break right under your nose. Based on what happened to that damn stupid love story. 
Okay fine! I'll admit it. I miss him. 
Sana maulit pa yung love story and I'll make sure, it'll end up happy. :)

A GIRL CAN DREAM. 

PS:
2-0 na score sa football match.
Ito ang game na tadtad ng penalty kick. :)